Ok, so I realize that it has been a while since my last post and I apologize for that. Since I do not have Internet access at my apartment I have to use it at my local coffee shop and I had almost forgotten that I had this!
Life is tough. Period. My depression is still something I am dealing with on an everyday basis. It is a struggle for me to get out of bed, get my morning routines done and get in the car to go to work. I love the fact that I know that there is a purpose for me to be alive. I am currently seeing someone for my depression and someone for my eating disorder. I feel that the two are connected somehow. When my depression is bad, my eating disorder gets really bad. I have the nicest Nutritionist who is so understanding and is the person I need in my life for this issue. I am SUPER hard on myself, and she keeps reminding me that I need to relax and know that mistakes happen and move on from them. Don't keep dwelling on them (which is an issue that I am really bad about).
So in January I gave my boss my notice and told her that I was not going to be working in the summer or fall. I am at a time in my life where this was a great first job but I am ready to go back to school and move on with my future. I really picked a bad time to quit my job (economy) but I am trusting that God will take care of the situation. I am still trying to figure out my school situation for the fall. All I know is that I want to do something with history (teach, whatever). My passion is the holocaust and telling people about it. Can I tell you how strange I feel about going back to school at the age of 24. I did not think that this is where my life would be lets say 6 years ago. I always knew that I was going to graduate from college, just figured I would have done it by at least the age of 23. Oh well.
I have the best friends in the world! My friends have been so understanding and patient with me during this time. They are there for me to just rant and rave to and they are there when I need a shoulder to cry on, so thank you friends!
Speaking of friends, some very dear friends of mine, Andy and Angela Slaughter, are moving to Budapest, Hungary in August. I must say that when they told me I was in shock but also jealous at the same time. They have gone to Budapest with me twice, and they are doing the thing that I wished I had the guts to do. Here is a link to their website, please help support them! http://www.slaughtersinhungary.com/
Ok, that is all.. I will try to update this again... soon :)
David, Katelyn, Me, Angela and Andy at church on Easter
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